..:Come cover me like silver tears again:..

You were blessed by a different kind of inner view....
And as I open the blinds in my mind I'm believing...
Cos on you my tattoo will be bleeding and the name will stain...

It's been a while since my last post...I feel like this was a huge void...like nothing happened during that time. And in a sense it was, both emotional and artistic, however I'm over it now, ready to write again.

Today was a good day...it's not a coincidence I chose this day to write. Many things changed, some new things were revealed and others just came into the picture totally out of the blue. I understood something important: that I should always trust my instincts. It's the one reliable thing I can count on basically. Ideal, gallant man does not exist, men always lie in order to accomplish their goals (mostly to take advantage of you, or so I've experienced), and - what's I guess the most disgusting- they lie to people they consider friends.

I'm glad things with Maddy are back to normal, though. I missed her a lot.

Another very positive thing to mention is Saper :D Yeah, strange as it may seem, one freshman in my college turned out to be extremely nice, funny and actually knows that MUM is not a name of new clothing design :) Brett, I guess thanks are in order:* And S (from now on I'll be referring to you as S) thanks for the talk...you're a great guy, let's hope you won't fit into the description above :)

Anyway...I'm as happy as can be at the moment. I mean I've mastered being numb to perfection and I think it starts to pay off...good...just as expected.

Besides, I can always admire Wentworth, right?:D I think that the story with Michael is repeating itself...Maddy, you chose the bad time to make up :P When we see each other at the weekend...you'll wish you've never called me in the first place :D

Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

BIG :* TO ALL MY FRIENDS