Halloween? Or...HELLoween....:P

I'd never thought I'm gonna spend Halloween without the traditional Nemrod Party ;( It's terrible! It was the only day in year when I could draw a spiderweb on my face, I mean, come on! Jarek, you've disappointed me, how could you ?? :D
Nah, seriously, I am also very confused because of the thing that happened last night. Misiaczku, sweetie, I am so sorry for letting you down...I didn't want that to happen, especially after everything I said about keeping secrets and respecting the other person and all this now-seems-to-be bullshit. I hope that one day you'll understand that I didn't mean it and you will think about me in a better way. Please....don't hold nothing against me. :*

The lonely waiting for....?

So that finally happened...I mean I am more aware of the whole situation now. Last night came the serious breakdown. How can I wait and wait for something that don't neccessarily has to come? My angel is coming back soon, but not to me. I let him go once and now I don't know how to bring him back...I feel like a feather lying on the ground and being dried up by the rays of time. Will it leave me out of the affection? This lonely waiting....?

The Autumn leaves

"But I miss you most of all my time when autumn leaves start to fall..."
This is exactly how I feel right now. There's my angel somewhere who I long to love....but life is making many obstacles for us to be together. I can't imagine my life in happiness....although I'm trying the best I can. I couldn't survive without my friends. Misiaczku, thank you for everything. Messi, you've been there for me since I remember, and Belladonna, you're the sweetest being on Earth...thank you all for helping me out. I appreciate that :*
This season is making me crazy! Please do something with it....

A word of introduction

So, here I am writing this blog. I've decided to share myself to the world. And I chose the beginning of the weekend as the best time to start :) I had a rough week, so I'd need a rest. Some people say that you cannot work efficiently unless you provide yourself a good dose of relax and comfort:) I'm going to get very emotional here, so I warn you:D Well, as a sophisticated creature, as me will concentrate on her feelings and experiences. Of course it won't be on regular basis because of my college and other obligations. But I hope you'll like it. So...let me show you the world in my eyes...:)