Friday, March 02, 2007

..: In the arms of the angel :..


He offers me protection, a lot of love and affection...
When I come to call he won't forsake me...
As the feeling grows he breathes flesh to my bones...
And I know I'll always be blessed with love...
I'm loving angel instead...


The main reason why I haven't been writing for so long is the fact that the past month proved me the lack of purpose for this blog to exist. See, when I started writing it...its main purpose was to be my haven of solitude, where I could express my deepest emotions in a way which suits me the most. I loved basking in my unhappiness, feeling guilty of the things I've done. It was easier...seemed right to feel sorry for myself. But not anymore. I've come to the point of life where you are given the second chance...the one I refused to believe in. And there it came...when least expected. I was given a gift from life. The one I won't ever take for granted. I am not exaggerating when I say that I found someone really special. Someone who made me believe in love again. He's my angel and I am really lucky to have met him. No one has made me feel the way he does...his love for me is so overwhelming that sometimes I think I live on it. Just one look into his eyes and I'm lost...literally. And he gave me his heart to take care of. What was I supposed to do? Turn around and run, as I always did? No, I gave him mine instead..consider it the best exchange in my life...
So from now on there won't be any whining and brooding. I quit. Now I'm a different person...a happy one. And happiness means everything to me. The one I get from my angel :*