Monday, January 30, 2006

My Vision

Tonight...wonderful things are about to happen...
all of your wildest dreams are about to come true...just lay back and let me give my love to you...It feels like the rain carresing our bodies
while we are taken by the bliss...
the overwhelming rapture...
Can you see my vision..?
When love was the feeling?

Since the beginning of January I had to take care of my studies and pass the examinations. Now I am luckily transformed to another term and have the whole of February just for myself. I plan basically to call on few friends...renew some acquiantances, we'll see how it works.
And again..I can't take this recurring dream out of my mind...it happens almost every night, it's like a calling or something. I am in some place unknown...I think I am alone, but then I can see...no, sense some presence. At first I am scared, but then the waves of heat flood over me and then HE appears. He is so ethereal, full of passion. He knows exactly what he wants...it's me, all of me. We start to caress each other..and then all I know I'm awaken to this strange sensation I fail to understand and describe:( And HE is gone... Will this tormenting ever end? Will I get the opportunity to quench my desires? Or will the tricky fortune play me fool again..this I don't know. All I know is...I need this to end...I need HIM, before my soul will lose its track and abandon me in the abyss of darkness.

Monday, January 02, 2006

Happy New Year 2006 Everyone!!!!!


Ahh...another year has come:) I'm thinking about what it will bring along. Maybe my life will turn totally upside down, maybe nothing will change...we'll see:)
Uh..I had this great plan to spend my New Year's Eve with my brother who came back from Ireland, our friends and Brian. But unfortunately she( YES, Brian is a girl:D) broke her foot(?!) in three places during our Blitzkrieg in the woods:( So I had no choice but to stay with her and welcome New Year in ElblÄ…g. It was really great! We watched some movies, got lusky from Martini:D and played dice till 3 am :D Yeah...there's no need for great parties just to spend an adorable evening in good company:) Brian, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING :*:*