See you at the bitter end...

Everytime we're intercepted, feels more like suicide. Slow and sad, come in silence, arise a bitter mine. I love to see you run around and I can see you now running to me, arms wide out. Come on and reach inside...

As someone once said, there's always going to be a total shit time. Well, that is much of a truth, actually. Nevertheless, the least you can do is to immune yourself to this. And just as I thought I was getting there, another shit hit the fan! Ugh...it's just like fighting the invisible enemy. How on Earth am I going to learn how to control my emotions, curb all the anger that sometimes just burst out of nowhere?? And what's the worst of it...I act totally inanely. Consequently, I cannot simply admit my mistakes and the circle closes. But on the other hand...I'm not theonly one who needs to apologise...I hope we meet somewhere...so see you at the bitter end

A new me :)

It took me some time to sort everything out. It had been a very bad time, but I coped with it..I survived. There's so many thoughts running through my mind that I don't know what to think of!:) There's more to life than his pathetic presence. I started simply to ignore him and found a balance. Now it's time to focus on me, on my plans and the exploration. This will be great...I can tell. It's funny how I must adjust to society...again. All I know is I don't want to be alone anymore, I didn't deserve that! I'm going to seize the day and see what happens. I don't believe in love anymore, because it's nothing more than synapses in the brain, all I have to do is to follow some other track:) Well, that's life, as my friend says. When you get what you want but not what you need..it's called growing up...